Thursday, January 29, 2009

Being single?

I almost forgot the feeling of being single. But sometimes, I really do hope that I am single. At least I don't need to care about other people's feeling, and I can do whatever I want!!

I kinda admire Huey Hsiang for now. She is much more happy now compared to last time!! Is it because she is now single again after so many years of being jailed? I want to be like her!! Does it mean I need a break up??

I am fed-up of getting angry over little things.
I am fed-up of crying because of him.
I am fed-up being jealous about small little things.
I am fed-up of everything!!!

I want freedom!!! I want to live my own life!!!

Sometimes I do wish I can turn back time. I wish I have never be with him........

P/s: I am crying now because I am loving this Cny break and I don't wanna leave Ipoh. I don't wanna leave my family members!! Mummy cook me good food. Daddy hugs me wherever I go. My brother just knocked my door saying he wanna watch movie together with me. And I also love my house in Ipoh!!
I love 'em all!!! I really do.....................T_T

33 comments:

Jialin said...

Hey dear, gong xi gong xi!!

Happy Chinese new year!!!

Don't emo, k?
Being in a relationship is good too!

Be happy, k?
It's chinese new year..hehe..
Should be happy happy de mar!!!

Ang gugu!!!

Heh!

Loves!!!

Enjoy your days in Ipoh k?

Hugs!

@ng31a said...

Dear. I am not happy.

daydreaminggurl said...

i wan ppl sayang me also dun have lo.. hahaa.. dun think to much lala... you come back here ad i sayang you la.. i hug you more also la k? caz i want to hug ppl i want ppl to hug me also lo.. but nobody for me to hug... hahaa.. sayang. give you a big big kiss la... mmmmuuuuuuaaaaxxxxx!!!! love you always my dear..

@ng31a said...

ruirui....I am crying now.....I want you too.....='(

daydreaminggurl said...

dun cry ler.. sayang... later i cry also lo.. aih... dun think too much lo.. sayang... muaaxx... anything give me a call or msg me or anyhting lo k?

@ng31a said...

thank you dear.

daydreaminggurl said...

sayang.. cheer up...

@ng31a said...

I just quarreled with Vic.

daydreaminggurl said...

i knoe wat hapen ad lo... aih... dun think too much lo.. dun decide things so suddenly without thinking lo.. dun jump into conclusion so fast lo.. go sleep 1st.. dun cry ad lo.. things are not tat complicated.. it's simple as wat it is.. vic wanted t surprise you for your anni... ta's why he called us out to look for present for you.. but i got diner so i cant make it lo.. dun think too much k?? go sleep 1st... chill... tomorrow onli think bout all these again... sayang.. dun think to much lo...

Happy Angel said...

wei whats happening??why fight??aih...

admire me for what...i lonely you know meh...its not easy being single at all you know...

if u need me...let me know..i'm always there..=)

@ng31a said...

Being single is not that hard right?

Happy Angel said...

well it depends on how u see things lo...
at times it really does...

dont think too much la...aih...

daydreaminggurl said...

it's easy at times... but when you need someone to be by your side all the time.. no one wan woh.. hahaa.. i wan hug hug... i want kiss kiss also nobody can give me.. you wanna give me not?? hahaha.. syaang la girl... mei mei sayang my mei mei.. hahaa... go to bed!!!!! if not i kick you...

@ng31a said...

I am tired. Sleeping soon. See you tomorrow k? Love ya.....

@ng31a said...

ruirui, I still got you, HH and Ling ma...=)

daydreaminggurl said...

ok.. then you better give me kisses every nite b4 i sleep.. and hug me everytime you see me.. hahahaa.. call me if you wanna meet up and all la k? wanna come stay over at my place also can la.. hahaa.. dun think too much ad lo you.. think too much ad la.. muaxxx.. good nite.. have a good night sleep lo... love ya..

@ SmalL G!RL said...

big hugss to u Angela smiles:) quarrel is unavoidable in a relationship, they will just make ur ties closer, take k, dn b too sad yeah hug hug

@ng31a said...

ruirui,
Hahaha....you're not coming back to cheras kah??

meimei, (not ruirui) ahaha....thanks for comforting me...MUax~^^

Mei-Wah said...

hey angela,

are you okay? don't scare us... be strong! arguments and misunderstandings in relationship is a test and challenge for both of you. i am sure both of you can go through this obstacle! with your love, anything is possible.

being in love definitely brings more happiness than sadness. :)

@ng31a said...

Mei Wah dear,
Thanks for your words. I am feeling much better now...Thank for caring about me~^^

@ting said...

quarrel?
every couple should quarrel ba..
if not, seems abnormal person to me...bcoz every ppl have differ feeling ma..and of coz gt differ opinion lo..

haha..i dun noe what i'm saying...^^

Anyway, cheer up!

@ng31a said...

tingting,
I know what you mean~ But sometimes it's really hard to tolerate lo.....*sigh*

oLive said...

Dear, i have a same feeling with you..
event don't know what can we do..
Happy chinese new year..

独侠令狐冲 said...

How about me then? XD

@ng31a said...

olive, really?? What are planning to do now?

Jero, what do u mean what about you?? Haha...

YinYin said...

oh poor baby ....sometime being single is good..but sometime are not ... hehehe...anyways...hope u get well soon ...
and i miss my hometown too.........ish.....

anyways..happy CNY ya .

@ng31a said...

yinyin, yea..I super miss my hometown...=( anyways, thanks for ur words... I'm feeling much better now..muax!!!

PArtIal's Life.. said...

hey gal.. thats a lot of things to learn in relationship.. and tolerate is 1 of the matter.. dun simply make a decision when u r not in a calm miood.. calm down and tink nicely wat u want.. u will tink differently tat time.. all the best and stay happy always ya.. take k..

@ng31a said...

Sum,
Thanks for your advise...you're right. Both of of have to tolerate each other and try to trust each other no matter what. Thanks alot~!! I am feeling much much more better now!! Muax!!

Joy said...

Awwww... u made me sad reading yr post too.. =(
don be sad. things r gonna be fine aight? =)
cheer up ! ^^

@ng31a said...

Thank you dear!! I am feeling much better now!!! Love ya dear~^^ Glad that so many of u actually care for me...=)

Jialin said...

Yay!!! you are fine now!!!!

Hugs!!!!!!!

Big wide smile ya!!!!! hehehe..

Hugs!!!

Loves!!

@ng31a said...

Thanks a lot Jialin dear!! MUAX!! =)