Saturday, August 4, 2007

True friends...

What is the actual meaning of true friends? I am kinda confuse right now...I have gone through a lot of rainy days before I could stand up by myself like now..Sometimes I really don't understand why all these things have to happened to me..It's really like a heavy rain keep pouring on me..you hardly can understand the feelings that I am feeling now...I've tried to stood in other people's shoe to think for them..But it ended up me being a foolish person..

Some of you out there might think that I am a bad person or whatsoever..but I don't care..What I really care is at least my so called "true friends" will understand me..Sometimes I might be mean...But I am just trying to protect myself from being harmed again...Is that a wrong?

Well, whatever happens...I got no rights to change anything..So what I can do is just to advise all of you out there...be careful of people around you..they might not behave as how they behave now..and I am sure time will prove everything..just beware okay?

Lessons that I have learned..
1, Do not simply trust people..Only trust your own eyes..
2, Do not judge a book by it's cover..

3, Listen to both sides before you want to judge who is right or wrong..

4, DO NOT BACKSTAB YOUR FRIENDS...
5, He/she might treats you very good right now..but things will change..


Sometimes I would rather all my friends are those straight forward kind of people..At least they will tell me how they feel about me and not backstab me..But what can I do? Reality is always so mean...

By the way, thanks Khai Chi and friend ( Donno her name coz she never introduce herself to me..But she's definitely my senior la..lolx..) for sharing their experiences with me..Thanks to Khai Sing too..Talked a lot with her today..about singing technique..about her previous house-mates and a lot more..haha...We had a lot of fun today..sharing our own-composed songs with each other...practice singing together and etc etc...=)

Before I end my post..I would like to say something to all my friends.. I am glad to know all of you..And I really do appreciate the time that we have spent together..So I seriously hope that our friendship could remain forever without destroying by "outsiders"...

The main point of this post is >> I don't want my friends to believe in fake people and fake things..And I don't want me and my friend's relationship to be destroyed by someone else...

To be honest...if our friendship is strong enough..even if someone really talked bad about me, you should also ask me before you start to judge me...right?

True friends are hard to find...I only left out 2 true friends now..(you know who you are!! ) =)

I miss the food that my mummy cooked...=(
I MISS MUMMY AND DADDY.....='(


Today's Prayer..

Oh dear lord, I pray that you will guide me throughout my whole entire life and I believe that you can cure all my sickness before the competition starts..I thank you for strengthen me with all kinds of difficulties..I have gone through a lot of hard times and also fall down plenty of times but I am stronger now..Lord, this is what you have planned for me right? Each and every time when I need to face all these difficulties alone...I will sure complain to you..But as what I have said just now..time has proven everything..You want me to fall down on purpose so that I will learn from my mistakes..Thank you lord for everything..I know you have prepared everything for me and I know I am gonna have a bright future by walking with you..God, lead me to the right path so that I won't ended up doing all the wrong things..I have faith in you...And lord, do take care of my mummy, daddy, Duncan and all my fellow friends..especially mummy and daddy...I have not been seeing them since ages..I really miss them a lot..Thinking of them sometimes really makes me wanna cry..Coz they're the one who raised me up...And now I don't even have a free time to spend with them..But I promise I will spend more time with them during this sem break..God, be with them..mummy is sick now..please take care of her..I am very worry about her..but I can do nothing except from praying for her....=( And lastly, please wash all my sins away..because I wanna be a new person!! I love you lord...thanks for listening to my prayer..In Jesus name I pray..AMEN..

THE END------------------------

7 comments:

happy-angel said...

u know u could always talk to me when there's anything happened..i dunno what u trying to prove..by just warning rui alone and let me be by myself...to me thats quite hurting u know??and every single time...i only get to know whats actually going on with u by reading ur blog...although we stay in the same house but we never talk much..everytime u just go find yikling and hide inside the room to talk..have u think bout how i feel all these while...all i'm asking for is a fair treat...if u think i'm not worth ur time of worth being ur fren..just let me know so that i wont waste both of our time...

@ng31a said...

To be honest..each and every time I go in to ling's room is just to joke around with her and that's all..It's up to you whether you wanna believe it or not...you know? I really hope that our friendship could last long and I don't wanna get into any friendship problems anymore..I am not just warning yirui..I am warning all of you out there..if not I wouldn't have post up this post..

@ng31a said...

I am so sorry if I let you feel disappointed..But I really want you to know this..I've tried very hard to let our friendship last..But it's real hard you know? Sometimes I will feel like you don't even care about me..is that so? The only one who really cares about me in this house is yik ling..that's why I am so close with her..you want a fair treat?I want it too..I never think of it's a waste of time having you as my friend..silly..I'll explain something to u when we meet..love ya..

noel ~ noel ~ said...

oMg..i duno y i'm cryin wen readin dis..sounds kinda sad i guez..espeacially d prayer..so sweet x) sounds more complicated wen i read ur commens...hai..nway b hapy alwiz ya??btw u look so funy n cute wen u stick out ur tougue in d car 2dy..hahaha..realy sry 4 d trouble ya??oMg i realy hop wish n pray u r alwiz hapy lik v use 2 even wit all d difficulties..hehe..c ya..muakyzzz

@ng31a said...

Hey Noel!! Thanks for your comment...it's really very sweet you know? When you read my post you actually cried? When I am typing it I cried too..Coz I really miss my parents a lot..And I am really very worry about my mummy..She's sick and weak..But I got no time to go back to Ipoh to visit her..my time is all very pack..Loads of competitions and performances are going on...*sigh* Anyway..thanks for being so sweet..love you loads..Do keep in touch with me whenever you think of me k? XD

aFren said...

i wana start a new blog lor.. but dono how wo, u promised u will teach me de!! when wo...? y i chose to leave comment here its becaiuse i hav something to say lor.. yups, sometimes u just dono who to trust..

@ng31a said...

aFren? May I know who are you? I've promised to teach you how to create a blog? Hm...sure..