After the Jeju trip, I've changed a lot. In terms of character. I'm more straight forward now. If I don't like means I don't like. I won't really talk to you if I don't like you. As compared to last time, I like myself more now. At least I don't need to pretend to be nice anymore~
Some people might think being too straight forward is not a good thing. But I don't care already. I'm tired of pretending and I hate pretenders!! Like seriously!!
If you don't like me then just stay away from me!! Stop showing me your FAKE smile!! And one more thing, you think you're smarter than me? You think you're prettier than me? Go F*** yourself!! At least I am pretty inside.
Notes for HH~
Girl, I don't know what to say to you now. I just wanna let you know that I was really upset and frustrated when you told me you pass the key to Karen. I even cried when I got back to my room. A lot of things had happened during that trip to Korea and when this happened, I was really mad you know? You were my friend and even housemate for like almost 4 years? And now you tell me you wanna give me a lesson? I really don't get it!! You know me better than anyone else does isn't it? I really don't know what is your intention and I think I better not know......
Whatever it is, I am feeling much much more better now. I hope things will turn better too. So, don't take things too serious la...I am fine with you already. And I am really glad that you actually wrote me an apologize letter. Never expect you will apologize though. =)
Before I end this post, there's something I wanna scream out on behalf of Kai Sing.
You faker!! stay away from all of us~ You're not welcome in our group!! No matter how pretty you are, we will still think you're ugly because you're ugly inside!! Even your smile look so FAKE~ So stop thinking that you're pretty!! You're just another ugly B*tch!! And stop back stabbing people!! You can trust no one starting from now on because whatever you tell us, we'll just spread out everything and tell that person who you back stab and she/he (most probably just "she" coz you'll always act innocent infront of guys) is gonna hate you forever like me and Kai Sing do!!